Loggia Time

I wonder sometimes,
What if we had met earlier?

We would have played,
We would have laughed,
We would have fought and
Make up by the end of the day!

My hands are tied up,
You cannot see the scars.
It just does not hurt me anymore,
the wound is deep in my heart.

 
I am locked in no room,
I am not in a prison,
It is your words of wisdom,
That does not let me break free.

 
I know I am different now,
I know I am distant now,
But my respect for you is just the same,
You are just playing your role in my life.

 
You raised me with love and patience,
You understood my innocence,
You appreciated my intelligence,
Stood by me all the time,

Accepted me the way I am.
 

I never meant to hurt you,
I am just helpless and vulnerable,
It is not easy for you too,
Value me the way you always do.

I cannot thank you enough,
For being there for me.
I can only promise,
I will be there for you too……

The day I felt my love for you,

I could not tell the world.

 
I know it is too late now,

But I wish I could change it all.

 
This journey is never ending,

I don’t know the destination.

 
Without you it is not easy at all,

It is as bad as risking my life.

 
We walk on the same path,

Not together but as strangers.

 
It does not seem fair enough,

We did nothing wrong.

 
My silence did not help me,

My talking may not help us.

 
Forgive me for this one time,

People say I am late by one lifetime.

 
I am lonely, I am scared,

When I recollect every minute we shared.

 
I wonder if I deserved this pain,

From the so called understanding world.

And Listen to how my heart beats for you.

When you move your hands
All through my light hair
Simple touch of your hand
Shivers my body everywhere.
The touch of your hands
Makes me feel free to fly.
When you hold me so closely
Into the deep, bright sky
Look at me closely
You will see the shade of my eyes
You will see all my fears
And will know how many times I have cried.
It might sound fine
To everyone but me
This will never happen
For this dream will only remain a dream.

This is the time,
Not much awaited.
But this is the time,
I wish it could have waited.

This is the time,
Not much awaited.
But this is the time,
I wish it could have waited.

When I am alone is when I think of you,

The dreams that I dream, that all involve you.

Hoping……. they come true.

For it’s the beginning of another day with you.

When you are not around,

I merely exist from day to night.

And each time you say goodbye,

I try not to reply.

These dreams in my heart are ignoring my conscience

And the love I feel is not yours to take

My love is just within me

And I will go through my guilt alone

I may not listen to what you want to say

And trust my heart this one-day

I can keep silent for the sake of my promise

To be together for a little time I have

I will live and worship and carry on

And maybe in the next lifetime…..

A roaring silence

Shatters my thoughts.

Masked within my heart

Sadness fills my eyes.

Separation is inevitable

Loneliness can’t wait.

Passion flows deep

Your love is what I seek.

Feelings remain the same

They exist within me.

Dreams chase me to death

But memories let me breathe.

My secret tears

That no one will see.

Only my heart knows If not you,

Your love will be with me.

Upon the field, touched with dew,

For simply … it has frayed apart.